Can you handle this?

Can you handle this?

Saturday, July 31, 2010

I'm not into butterflies, until they've entered my tummy.

7 31 10
9:31 pm


Okay, I don't know the main reason why I am smiling while typing. Haha weird but it's the same guy that i've been talking about :) the ----- guy. ahaha
I'm blushing, I don't know what to type. hahaha

Sunday, July 25, 2010

My long lost baby brother :)





Well, actually he's my cousin but he's more of a baby bro to me :) I love you Bon bon so much <3




Yan ang suhol ng dad ko para mag-review ako :))

Pag kasama kita feeling ko highschool ulit ako :)

Panget ng title :/

Uh, so may blog na ko. How do I start?? uhm. This would be my first official entry para ishare ang about sa buhay ko. :)


HAHAHHAHA Pwede kayong tumawa sa isshare ko :)

Okay so iniisip ko kagabi paguwi ko kung anong magandang nangyari sa araw ko. Well, unexpected pero isa lang nag-pop up sa utak ko! Hmm. Okay para maka-relate kayo itago na lamang natin siya sa codename na ***** Ahaha ookay so uumpisahan ko na yung story para naman maka-relate kayo :)

Nakilala ko siya early 2009, weird pa nung una naming pagmeet dahil yung close friend ko, iniwan lang ako saglit sa guy friends nya dahil may class siya, eh break ko, so no choice! HAHA so ayun. tahimik lang ako nung una kasi di ko naman sila kilala eh. Tawanan lang sila, ako dedma lang hanggang sila na yung tawa ng tawa sa mga Knock knocks ko! pero di ko parin siya na-notice that time. Until, meron na kaming maayos na introduction! :)))

Then after few weeks, sinama siya nung nanuod kaming movie then we had lunch then kwentuhan till nagsara na yung mall. Dun ko siya talaga nakilala. Tahimik kasi siya eh. Kailangan pang alugin para magkwento hahhaha! Then yun, sinabi ng friend ko na may crush daw sakin. Ako? dedma parin! hahhaa :)) Until nag-stop ako ng isang sem. nakakatext ko siya minsan, namiss niya daw ako kahit papano, medyo mahiyain kasi siya hahhaa!

So ayun, sabay dapat kami mag-eenroll this semester. Kaso nauna ako. excited kasi ako pumasok uli! hahaha :)) Di ko akalain na classmate ko siya sa majors. so long hours, pati long breaks kami ang magkasama. Nung una parang dedma lang ako talaga. wala as in normal! until everyday ko siya pinagtitripan! as in everyday! HAHAHA :)) pero di sya napipikon sakin. HAHA pero pag ibang friends namin nangasar sa kanya, binabara niya kaagad.

Actually kahit medyo nasa gitna na ako, di ko parin alam kung bakit ko ginagawa tong story niya :")

.... tapos yun, may isa kaming subject na nasa computer lab, after ng activity pwede na kami mag-surf. So nag-facebook ako. then naiilang ako dahil nakatitig lang siya.. Hinampas ko siya kasi ayoko ng ganun! Yung pinapanood yung ginagawa ko. HAHA :)) So after nun, parati na talaga kaming sabay. Then nagaasaran kami, sabi nung isa kong classmate. "Oh asaran kayo ng asaran, di na ko magugulat kung magkakatuluyan kayo sa huli". Then tumawa ko tapos napaisip. Di ko alam sasabihin ko. Reaction ko nalang. "Edi kinilig naman si *****! hahha then nag-smile lang siya. Kung nababasa mo man 'to ngayon.. Kahit ayokong mabasa mo.. gusto ko malaman mo na, natutuwa ako pag inaamoy mo yung buhok ko, kapag pinapanood mo ko uminom ng juice, kumaen ng sandwich kahit may mayonnaise pa ko sa labi, pinapanood mo ko mag-recite, mag-joke ng hindi corny, kumain ng cookies, kapag pinapanood mo ko tumawa... tumakbo, dumaldal..magsulat.. lahat :) Ang gentle mo :) HAHAHA okay ang corny na nitong ginagawa ko. nakakahiya nang ipabasa :/ Actually na-realize ko lang 'to, nung nasa library tayo kahapon, nagrereview tapos yung tugtog pa ang sweet tapos tumingin ka sakin, muntik ako matunaw kaya hinampas kita! Sorry kung namamaga na yang braso mo, kakahampas ko. Mahalaga ka parin :)

So ayun. Siguro sa takdang panahon pa. Dahil ayoko matulad yung friendship natin sa past experiences ko. Ayokong masira. Napakahalaga mo :)

OMG! nasabi ko na lahat. nakaka-hiya :/ pero wala eh. dito ko lang pwede ilagay hahaha :))

"You can never choose whom to fall in love with, It just happens.." <3

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Stars - Wasted Daylight




I love this song :) perks me up!
"I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart —I’ve left it with you."
- Edward Cullen

I love the way

I love every single thing that you do
all the details and actions
I love the way you broke my heart
and repair it once more
I love the way you kiss me
It starts a fire deep inside of me
It makes me yearn for you even more
I love the way you put your arms around me,
makes me feel safe and secured.
I love it when you told me you love me
when you kiss and hug me it's all surreal
I can't believe this is what i feel
I love it when we eat a lot
the way you make me smile
with all the food crumbs in your face
it's all so natural, without trying so hard
you stole my heart just like that!
I love it when you say you love me
with all of your devotion
I love the way you accept my imperfections
it's a simple proof that you accept me as a package,
accepting my flaws and all..
:)

Noong ako'y umibig

Hopia, lumpia, tikoy
Nakilala ko isang chinese boy
Siomai at chinese garter
Na-inlove naman ako after
Punta siya makati
Dala akin carbonara
Ako naman kilig
Mata ko'y lumiliit
Ako'y niyaya niya sa 168
Yun pala kami ay too late
Marriage niya pala ay fixed
Ngayon tuloy emotions ko ay mixed
Tinuruan ko siya kumain ng siopao sa kanto
Takot niya raw baka siya'y ma-engkanto
Ako'y pinauwi at palabas ay "Mano Po"
Ako nama'y nalungkot at napa-upo
"Naku po! Wala nang pag-asa, Aray ko po!"


HAHAHA ang nonsense ba? :)) Sorry!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

:)

I forgot how easy it was to talk to you.
I suddenly miss you.
hope you're back to normal and that you swallow that pride of yours :*

Get to know what I like :)

A - AVAILABLE: Yes

B - BIRTHDAY: September 11, 1991

C - CRUSHING ON: Rooney :)

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Strawberry iced tea

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Joshua/jessica/mariel and tine

F - FAVORITE SONG: Collide

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: BOTH!!!

H - HOMETOWN: Neverland :>

I - IN LOVE WITH: Hahaha :))

J - JUGGLE: No.

K - KILLED SOMEONE: NO!

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Antipolo to pagudpud! 12 hours! Hahahaha :))

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Strawberry :>

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: None

O - ONE THING YOU WOULD LOVE TO DO: EAT. :))

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Kuya :>

Q- QUIET? Pag may exam at recitation :))

R- REASON TO SMILE: Life, Love, Family, and friends :>

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Thinking of you -Katy Perry

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 5:46 am

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: White with tinkerbell prints :)))))

V - VEGETABLE(S): Potato tomato cabbage and broccoli

W - WORST HABIT: Procrastination.

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Foot xray nung na-fracture ako! hahah :))

Y – YOYOS ARE: CORNY

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo


Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels: thrs rll

Your favorite number: 11 83 8

What color do you wear most?: White

Least favorite color?: kulay kalawang :))

What are you listening to?: baby by me- Ne-yo

Are you happy with your life right now?: Yeah, kinda :))))

What is your favorite class in school?: History :))

Are you outgoing?: YES!

Favorite pair of shoes?: Keds :)

Where do you wish you were right now?: Greece :D

THE CANS:

Can you dance?: YES

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No.

Can you unwrap a Starburst in your mouth?: No.

Can you whistle?: NO!

Cross your eyes?: Yes.


THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yes.

Do you believe in magic?: Yes. Haha.

Do you believe in Love at first sight?: YES

Do you believe in Santa?: No.

Do you like roller coasters?: YEHES!

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: No.


THE HAVES:

Have you ever asked someone out?: No. I'm the one who gets asked out. :))))

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes. Haha :))

Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yes. :D

Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes.


THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: Cloudy, rainy.

What radio station do you listen to: 93.1 94.7 88.3 103.5

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Savory, cubao

What was the last thing you bought?: FOOODD

What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Some music video by lady gaga


THE WHOS:

Who was the last person you IM'd?: kevin pua

Who was the last person you took a picture of: Kuya

Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Tine de leon


CRYING SECTION.

Ever really cried your heart out?: YES SUPERR

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: YES :(

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes.

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes...

Do you cry when you get an injury?: YES! HAHAHA

Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes.


HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: Yes. :D

What can make you happy?: Family, friends, Food and music :))

Do you wish you were happier?: Of course! everybody wants to be super happy :)))

Can music make you happy: Yes. :)


LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken?: Once

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Yes.


LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color?: Jet black! :))

Current piercings?: None

Have any tattoos?: None. Yet. HAHAHAHAHA

Eye color?: brown.

Currently Wearing?: UNIFORM. Eww :))

What shirt are you wearing?: Uniform nga eh :>

Pants: SKIRT

Shoes? : Gold digger shoes :))

Necklaces?: None.

Is a Boy/Girl?: Girl. DUH.


The Opposite sex:

Favorite eye color: BROWN

Short or long hair: Short :)

Hair Color: Black :)

Height: Taller than me

Best clothing: Whatever suits him. :)


HAVE YOU EVER...

Been to jail: No.

Mooned someone: No. Haha!!!

Ran away from home: Yes... kinda.. haha

Laughed so hard you cried: ALWAYS HAHA

Cried in school: Yes.

Thrown up in a store: NO

Wanted to be a model: SUPERRR

Cheated on someone: NO

Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: YES

Seen a dead body: YES

Gone skinny dipping: When I was a kid.


THIS OR THAT.

Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI

McDonald's or Burger King: MCDONALD'S

Single or Group Dates: SINGLE

Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA

Strawberries or Blueberries: ANYTHING BASTA MAY BERRY LOVE KO HAHA

Meat or Veggies: MEAT

TV or Movie: MOVIE

Guitar or Drums: DRUMS

Adidas or Nike: NIKE

Chinese or Mexican: MEXICAN

Cheerios or Corn Flakes: CORN FLAKES

Cake or Pie: BOTH

MTV or VH1: MTV :D

My learnings about love.

Here are some of the things that I learned about LOVE :) I get to know some, based on my personal experiences and a good friend of mine taught me the real secrets for a happy relationship :)

Did you know know that, only love heals?
Why? Some cancer patients die easily because of their frustrations, depression, and stress of so much thinking about their illness. But if you're happy, you feel loved and safe. You'll be automatically healed. Because love heals. No wonder my mom is healthier now and free from cancer. Because our love healed her :)

Another thing:

If you love someone, accept the whole package. His strengths, weaknesses, attitude and vices. Stress will be released. Love the person the way he is, then your relationship will be happy :)
Sample: PLAY
Poker Love Alcohol Yosi. LOVE is still there right? :)

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Everyday you have a choice: Whether to be right? Or to be loving :)

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Every person should think that even though a person loves you, You should consider the fact that you're not the only that makes him/her happy.

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4 ways to heal a relationship:

* Open up!
* Touch more
* Volunteer or serve
* Accept :)

To be continued.. HAHAHA :))