Can you handle this?

Can you handle this?

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Can I say Sorry?

Mom, I'm sorry I always make things complicated at home.

Dad, I'm sorry I always go home soo late and ignore your calls

My childhood best friend, I'm sorry I wasn't able to spend time with you, I was so busy at school then now you're gone.

My Research group mates, I'm sorry for being irresponsible this past few weeks.

College dude, I'm sorry for ignoring you all the time, thank you for being there every time I need help, you always ask me out every week but still I refuse. I'm so sorry.

The other guy, It's just that i'm not into you, I told you a hundred times but still you won't give up. You don't deserve me. I'm sorry. I just want you to stop cause you're hurting yourself..

My close friend, we've known each other for years now. But you keep saying bad things behind my back. I'm sorry but I just don't care.

My guy best friend, I'm sorry if I don't get to share everything, I know you're curious but please, it takes time.

My best friend, I'm sorry if I always make tampo, I'm just jealous with your gay friend. You changed a lot because of him, you changed in a bad way. I don't want to lose my best friend.

Chinese guy, I'm sorry I gave up. Thanks for saving me, for making me feel loved and safe. But yeah, guess we're not meant to be together....

The boy, I'm sorry for breaking your heart 2 years ago. I've changed a lot for you. I did..sometimes you act harsh and careless but still I'm hanging in.. I'm doing the best that I can, just to keep you with me because I still want you. I hope things will get better between us.

Can I say Sorry?

Mom, I'm sorry I always make things complicated at home.

Dad, I'm sorry I always go home soo late and ignore your calls

My childhood best friend, I'm sorry I wasn't able to spend time with you, I was so busy at school then now you're gone.

My Research group mates, I'm sorry for being irresponsible this past few weeks.

College dude, I'm sorry for ignoring you all the time, thank you for being there every time I need help, you always ask me out every week but still I refuse. I'm so sorry.

The other guy, It's just that i'm not into you, I told you a hundred times but still you won't give up. You don't deserve me. I'm sorry. I just want you to stop cause you're hurting yourself..

My close friend, we've known each other for years now. But you keep saying bad things behind my back. I'm sorry but I just don't care.

My guy best friend, I'm sorry if I don't get to share everything, I know you're curious but please, it takes time.

My best friend, I'm sorry if I always make tampo, I'm just jealous with your gay friend. You changed a lot because of him, you changed in a bad way. I don't want to lose my best friend.

Chinese guy, I'm sorry I gave up. Thanks for saving me, for making me feel loved and safe. But yeah, guess we're not meant to be together....

The boy, I'm sorry for breaking your heart 2 years ago. I've changed a lot for you. I did..sometimes you act harsh and careless but still I'm hanging in.. I'm doing the best that I can, just to keep you with me because I still want you. I hope things will get better between us.

Monday, December 6, 2010

Sunday, December 5, 2010

I would love to have a shot like this with my future boyfriend | part 2





Bold ones, that's me

My Personality
  • I’m loud
  • I’m obnoxious
  • I’m sarcastic (sometimes)
  • I’m Cocky
  • I cry easily
  • I have a bad temper
  • for the most part, I don’t like people
  • I’m easy to get along with
  • I have more enemies than friends
  • I’ve Smoked
  • I’ve smoked weed
  • I drink coffee (sometimes)
  • I clean my room daily

My Appearance:
  • I wear makeup [eyeliner]
  • I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
  • I wear contacts
  • I wear glasses
  • I have braces
  • I change my hair color often
  • I straighten my hair often
  • I have piercings
  • I have small feet


Relationships:
  • I’m in a relationship now
  • I’m single
  • I’m crushing
  • I’m in love
  • I’m always scared of being hurt
  • An ex has physically abused me, at least once
  • I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
  • I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
  • I’ve been in love more than two times
  • I believe in love at first sight

Friendships:
  • I have a bestfriend
  • I have at least ten friends
  • I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
  • I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
  • I can trust at least five people with my life, I’m still iffy about my trust.

Experiences:
  • I’ve been on a plane
  • I’ve been on a train
  • Someone close to me has died
  • I’ve taken a taxi
  • I’ve taken a city bus
  • I’ve taken a school bus
  • I’ve gone bungee jumping
  • I’ve made a speech
  • I’ve been in some sort of club
  • I’ve won an award
  • I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
  • I’ve been in a physical fight

Music:
  • I listen to R&B
  • I listen to country
  • I listen to pop
  • I listen to techno
  • I listen to rock
  • Im one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
  • I hate the radio
  • I buy CDs

Television:
  • I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
  • I watch soap operas daily
  • I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
  • I’ve seen and liked the OC
  • I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
  • I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
  • I’ve seen and liked Popular
  • I’ve seen and liked 24
  • I’ve seen and liked CSI
  • I’ve seen and liked Everwood

Family Life:
  • I get along with both of my parents
  • My biological parents are still together
  • I have at least one brother
  • I have at least one sister
  • I have at least one step brother/sister
  • I have at least one half brother/sister
  • I’ve been kicked out of my house
  • I’ve ran away from home
  • I’ve made my parents cry
  • I’ve lied to my parents
  • I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
  • I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
  • I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
  • I don’t live with my parents
  • Parents are screwed up and gone

Hair:
  • I’ve been brown
  • I’ve had streaks
  • I’ve cut my hair in the past year
  • I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
  • I’ve been blonde
  • I’ve been red
  • I’ve been light brown
  • I’ve been medium brown
  • I’ve been blue/green
  • I’ve gotten my hair thinned
  • I use conditioner
  • I’ve used Silk Therapy
  • I’ve used hot oil treatments
  • I’ve curled my hair
  • I’ve straightened my hair
  • I’ve ironed my hair
  • I’ve braided my hair

School:
  • I’ve yelled at a teacher
  • I’ve been suspended
  • I’ve had an in-school suspension
  • I’ve been sent to the principals office
  • I’ve walked out of class
  • I’ve skipped an entire day of school
  • I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
  • I’ve failed a test
  • I’ve cheated on a test
  • I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
  • I’ve failed art
  • I’ve failed PE
  • I’ve failed math
  • I’ve failed science (Physics)
  • I’ve failed another class
  • A teacher has called my parents


I would love to have a shot like this with my future boyfriend